Singularity PoemFor two weeks I waited for the other sock to turn up so I could reunite it with its friend, fold their cotton bodies together & place them in the drawer just like, for maybe an hour everyday after you go to work, I keep searching the house for you. I want to lie down in your hair, to mangle your heart with my teeth. Nick says he's cleared for launch again, not just hunkering inside his own old heart. This is good for the roses which are meant to indicate on every map the location of something lovely but unreachable. The roads don't go there, they circle. It's good for Nick too, but that seems beside the point since soon even my computer will have feelings. It was about this time of year, but a different year, that I spent every afternoon delicately chewing alfalfa sprouts & some kind of paste stuffed between slices of multigrain bread while reading about old gods on their floating god island, their forgotten beards, their metaphorical bridge to humanity. Today I watch one woman walk through the rain, her boots ridiculous & wet, her heels so perilously towering over the worms on the sidewalk. It can be instructive to have occasional glimpses of something more divine than ourselves but sometimes it's better to just stay out of the way & alive. Every morning in the past, I'd bike to the nearest diner which was maybe twelve miles distant & wait conspicuously for someone to change my life. Today my job is something that didn't even exist back then when I was nothing but a myth, a story in a book no one wanted to open. I drank flagons of ale & killed everyone near me but in the delicate twilight I tended my goats to demonstrate there was still something good about me. My axe was shiny but my hammer could sing. The bubble sheet inventory could never have predicted a future like this — where we get lost & found a few hundred times before lunch, where no one believes in me anymore. Nate Pritts is the author of six books of poems, most recently Right Now More Than Ever. He founded H_NGM_N, an online journal & small press, in 2001 & serves as Director & Prime Architect for its various endeavors. |